i hate death.

My Aunt D passed away this last week. It's hard for me to explain the relationship i had with her. She wasn't really my aunt. She was my cousins' grandma, but she's been a part of my life since I was born. She was like my thrid grandma, and losing her was extremely hard. We found out she was sick only three weeks ago. She had pancreatic cancer, but she must have known she was sick for much longer, but she didn't want to miss Disney World or Christmas. I miss her so much.

Also, Friday night, after the funeral and burial (in Cherry Hill), I found out that Hope's grandma had a stroke and passed away. This is really a terrible month and it's only the 8th.